BackStageBetty

backstagebettyc @ 2004-02-17T10:09:00

2004-02-17T17:48:56Z

backstagebettyc @ 2004-02-13T12:32:00

2004-02-13T20:13:39Z

I finally have an interview today. It's at the Hermit Hut selling hermit crabs. Yick, but i need a job i'm desperate...

i actually look pretty nice today. exept that i'm wearing high heals and my feet are KILLING ME.

I'm nervious as all hell, but i'll be ok...

WISH ME LUCK!

One quick quiz before i head to class.

2004-02-05T17:47:53Z

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Doctors

2004-02-04T22:53:02Z

Well, i went to see the school docs about my earaches and headaches. And she (sharon) said it was caused by what boys and girls? DEPRESSION!

Prolly is. I know i'm really down in the dumps lately. BAD. she was really great. She just talked to me and explained things to me. and was all around great.

I just don't want to be depressed. She set me up an appt with another dr. on friday the 13th. oyez. that outta be great.

I think i just really need a vacation. It's wierd because i feel like i really want to be alone. I mean alone alone, but then again i don't. I really just need a friend right now ya' know.

I have so much shit going on that i feel like it might be unsafe to be alone.
i'm wierd i know. I just feel a little crazy lately.

and i KNOW people care it's just that i FEEL like i have no one.

the only bad thing that came from my appt. was that she kept me past my class time. So i missed my Coping class. DAMMIT!
hopefully dr. dickey will let me make up points.

Well...i'm gonna go work on some homework..damm i'm hungry.

By now.

Love caryn

backstagebettyc @ 2004-02-04T17:59:00

2004-02-04T01:59:48Z

WANNA CREAM YOUR JEANS!?!?

http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v36/Backstagebetty/
check that shit out.

Where it says "backstagebetty (0) pics" IGNORE IT you have to click on the different links to get to the pics.

;) enjoy. TAKE A PAIR OF CLEAN PANTS!!

TAKE XOCOMEWHATMAYXO OFF YOUR BUDDY LIST~

2004-02-03T19:21:31Z

I made an appointment to see the Dr. here at school. My ears have been killing me for the past week. Just hurts like hell and it makes me dizzy. so i've decided to buckle down and see someone. I HATE DOCTORS.

anyway. I still feel shitty today. I am going nuts. I need to find my brother before my head and heart explode from the pain.

It's been almost 6 years since i've seen. He's gonna be 16 this march 18. HE'S GOING INTO HIGH SCHOOL. *dies* i'm getting old. He was in the 5th grade last i saw him.

In other news i've decided to drop my film in the 50's class. It's just too boring. I HATE HISTORY. i thought it was going to that you analyze a bunch of 50s movies write some papers on them. NOT HISTORY.*shudders* i don't even watch the damn news! lol.

I have class in 10 minutes. So i better jet. i'll be back l8r.

Ugh my head is spinning...love ME

backstagebettyc @ 2004-02-03T11:32:00

2004-02-03T19:17:40Z

I AM: sleepy, sad, depressed, crazy, anxious
I WANT: to find danny
I HAVE: too many thoughts.
I WISH: I could change things.
I HATE: WALT
I MISS: danny.
I FEAR: myself.
I HEAR: people coughing
I SEARCH: for what will make me truly happy and danny
I WONDER: if it doesn't exist.
I REGRET: many choices in my life.
I LOVE: my pets.
I ACHE: to find danny.
I ALWAYS: ruin things.
I AM NOT: perfect.
I DANCE: when I'm drunk, or alone.
I SING: when I know the words to a song, when i'm alone.
I CRY: a lot
I AM NOT ALWAYS: the angry one.
I WRITE: to talk to friends all over the world.
I WIN: the shittiest life competition.
I LOSE: when I let my emotions get the best of me.
I CONFUSE: everyone around me including myself.
I NEED: a friend.
I SHOULD: be doing my homework.

WILL PEOPLE NEVER FUCKING LEARN!

2004-02-03T00:21:44Z

http://www.cnn.com/2004/US/South/02/02/school.shooting.ap/index.html

Libraries are good.

2004-01-31T21:40:57Z

I'm sittin' here at the Springtucky library. I brought JR here for a while. He was bored and a bit bummed for some reason and needed to go to the library so i volunteered me self.

I'm just trying to procrastinate on homework lol.
How is everyone?

*yawns* I'm sleepy today too.
Joan stood me up cuz brian was acting like an asshole..what else is new.

K, well i'll talk to ya'llz l8r. ciaosville.

one more than i'm going home.

2004-01-29T01:37:30Z

Basics
Lj name:backstagebettyc
Name:Caryn
Age:22
Sex:female
Location: Springfield, Oregon
Date of Birth: december 15, 1981
Blood Type:A positive (A plus)
Religion: witch

Personality and Style
Cliche you would fit into: nun
Top 3 Favorite movies:Anything with jack black in it,Gentlemen prefer blondes, all halloween movies.
Favorite Movie genre: horror,and comedy
Top 3 Favorite Bands:TENACIOUS D!!, simple plan, good charlotte.
Favorite Music genre: alternative,industrial,oldies
Favorite color:red and black
Favorite food:mexican and chinese and italian
Most hated food and why: pork..just ICK
Hobbies: chatting, rockin' to "The D" and just being annoying ;).
Favorite number:7
Favorite holiday:my birthday and halloween
Favorite pop:cherry coke
Favorite pizza:pineapple and italian sausage
Favorite Tv show: Fear Factor
Favorite season:Spring
Favorite animal:my cockatiels.
Play an instrument?:Wish i played the drums
Partake in any special clubs previously?:nope
Travel anywhere neat?:pfft no.
Bad habits?:nail biting,sweater sucking,biting bottom lip,avoiding eye contact,stuttering CUSSING
Illnesses?:retardation
Allergies?:tomatoes
Boxers, briefsn, panties?:panties
Sports?:none
Life goals:to become a succesfful radio talk show host/psychologist
Accomplishments: going back to school
Job:student
Any children?:no
Do you vote?:yes
Do you enjoy news and current events?:no
Anything special we should know about your family? we're all crazier than the bloody osbournes
Reccomend a website: live journal, google.
Night or day person?:definetly night

Please fill out your personal interests here...
What do you have passion for in life? What are you obsessed with? What do you do for fun?

Look up pictures of jack black, kyle gass and tenacious d, play on my computer, love on my birds, jam with friends, etc...
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Please fill out your personal pet peeves here...
What makes you want to scream? What makes you sad? What make you feel like there is no hope for the world?

SLUTS, STUPID PEOPLE, Bush being president
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Visuals and nothing more
Color of hair:brownish
Color of eyes:brown
Weight and or bodytype:i'm fat
Height:5 foot 7
Ethnic Backgrounds:Irish on my moms side Italian on my fathers.
link to your picture: http://photos.yahoo.com/carynmarie

What 5 items could you not live without? my birds, my cd player (with plenty of batteries) dvd player (with dvds) and my baby bear corderoy

Quizzys

2004-01-29T01:28:37Z

Name Caryn
Birthdate and sign December 15,1981(22) Sag

1. Rate yourself 1-10 5
2. What color are your eyes/hair? brown brown
3. Do you have any tatoo's peircings? yes
4. Do yo have a dominat or submisive personality? both
5. How tall are you?5'7
6. Describe an everday outfit? jeans and a hoodie
7. What do you Drive the bus
8. Pick a letter a b c d dd? ddd
9. What kind of underwear do you wear? underwear?
10. What is your favorite sex act? hehe...guess you'll have to find out for yourself eh.
11. Have you ever been called a whore? no lol
12. Do you own sex clothes? no
13. What is your favorite sex toy? something i bought from spencers ;).
14. Who has to bring the birth control? erm...both.
15. How often will you need to be satisfied? tons
16. On top or on bottom both
17. What do you do for a living? I go to school.
18. What is your dream job? radio talk show host/psychologist
19. Is money important to you? not really.
20. Can you be with someone who is gone a lot? maybe
21. Would you rather be rich or happy? happy
22. What is your dream? tons
23. What are your goals? tons
24. What are your pet peaves? stupid people and sluts
25. DO you drink? how often sometimes
26. Do you smoke? do you care if your partner smokes? no/no
27. Describe a perfect date FUN!
28. What is your favorite color? purple, red
29. What is your favorite movie? anything with jack black in it
30. What is your favorite tv show? dunno
31. What are your favorite bands? Tenacious D, christina aguilerra(the new version not the old pop version)blink, simple plan, good charlette.

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot
garlic venice

SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied
Carebear Brooklyn

"FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name
C. Gag (ROFLMAO)

DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen
Chocolate joy
GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS = Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Last Went to School
kitty lane

BARFLY ALIAS = Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink
licorice Dew

SOAP OPERA ALIAS = Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived
Marie Clinton

PORN STAR ALIAS = First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On
Akasha clinton

ROCK STAR ALIAS = Any Liquid on the Bar + Last Name of Bad-Ass Celebrity
Vodka Black

backstagebettyc @ 2004-01-28T17:25:00

2004-01-29T01:13:01Z

You Will Have Sex With 0 People!

Ah, things aren't looking that good for you

It seems like you haven't had sex yet

Maybe you're still young - but maybe you're sexphobic.

If you don't want to die a virgin, you've got to act soon!

How Many People Will You Have Sex With?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

Fuckin' Figures!

stolen from JBsBeautyQueen.

2004-01-28T22:15:30Z

:x: name = Caryn Marie Gagliardo Juskowiak Coburn Mays LaSalle
:x: piercings = tounge, ears, belly
:x: tattoos = "Diva" on my right shoulder blade
:x: height = 5'7"
:x: shoe size = 10
:x: hair color = redish, purplish, brownish
:x: length = past shoulder length
:x: sibling= 2 brothers buncha adopted sisters.

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Since i litterally just rented it a second ago....Pleasantville on DVD
:x: movie you bought = The Complete Masterworks of Tenacious D
:x: song you listened to = Fuck Her GEntly..the d
:x: song that was stuck in your head = tribute
:x: cd you bought = tenacious d!!
:x: cd you listened to = Tenacious D
:x: person you've called = Joan
:x: person that's called you = Adam
:x: tv show you've watched = Celebraty poker with JB!
:x: person you were thinking of = I'm always thinking of jack
DO...
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = back home in Brooklyn or redhook
:x: you think about suicide = used to all the time and even attempted twice
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = rarely
:x: you want more piercings = yes
:x: you drink = havent had a good drink in awhile
:x: you smoke = not cigarettes
:x: you like cleaning = definetely not
:x: you like roller coasters = not really
:x: you write in cursive or print =both
:x: you carry a donor card = no

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = against..it's too hard.
:x: using someone = against
:x: killing people = i plead the 5th
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationship = for
:x: soap operas = against

FAVORITE...
:x: food = Skettis, pizza,
:x: song = Double team supreme..the d
:x: thing to do = Laugh
:x: thing to talk about = anything!!
:x: sports = no thank u
:x: drinks = MD
:x: clothes = black
:x: movie = hmm...is the masteworks DVD considered a movie? I don't know what my FAVORITE movie would be.
:x: band/singer = Tenacious D
:x: holiday = halloween
:x: new nerdy saying = Holla
:x: disney movie = The little mermaid always been my favorite disney movie and cinderelli
:x: scent = Nag Champa
:x: word = Fuck!!! and ROCK!
:x: nickname = CJ, Diva, Carebear,Mrs. jack Black..oh sorry i guess that's what i call myself hehe.
:x: guy name = Jack ;)
:x: girl name = Caryn (i like my name)
:x: eye color = dark brown eyes on a guy esp jb
:x: flower = black roses, pink carnations
:x: piercing = tongue, eyebrow
:x: actor = Jack Black cuz he's a hot actor and he's an awesome singer!!!! i admire him alot (kept from jb'sbeautyqueen) (i do too)

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = yes
:x: funny = funny? yes.
:x: hot = no
:x: friendly = very but its all going to stop cuz i keep getting my friendship taken for granted!!
:x: amusing = eh sometimes
:x: ugly = sometimes
:x: loveable = of course-very loveable
:x: pessimistic = ya
:x: optimistic = sometimes
:x: caring = yes
:x: sweet =yes
:x: dorky = eh everyone has thier moments...dont lie!

backstagebettyc @ 2004-01-27T14:53:00

2004-01-27T22:55:00Z

The film today is gonna be Atomic Cafe anyone seen it?

it's for my films in (of) the fifties.

I don't really wanna go i rented a bunch of movies last night and i just want to go home and watch them while i do my homework.

But man i've got to do what i've got to do.

And i've gotta go.

Cheers!

backstagebettyc @ 2004-01-27T10:00:00

2004-01-27T17:49:43Z

WELLLLLLLLLL

another shitty morning.

I don't feel too great today.emotionally. Just feel kinda blucky.

Apparently I post too much in the tenacious d community *giggles* lookin' back i guess i do. I can't help it i love the d. I deleted some of my posts and i'll prolly just stop all together posting there.

I'm thinking of making my own D community though.

Whatcha think?

I'm so stupid..and annoying. i realize this shit.

I'm such a loser. It's hard when you finally realize this when your 22.
That's not what's buggin' me though. I really don't know what's buggin' me.
I just feel..I don't know invisible..does that make sence.

Well i'm off to flunk my math test.

Ciao!